This is the first song I ever wrote. In a way, it’s my most personal song. It’s basically me confessing to something that I’ve done again. Even the regret that it caused last time didn’t stop me from doing it again. It’s a vicious cycle that I never managed to break.
This song represents how I felt about my best friend when the pandemic started. Suddenly we didn’t see each other every day, we didn’t talk to each other that much, and we were just disconnected. I was taken aback and surprised. I found out she was spreading rumors about me and I ended the friendship. …
My first song about love, though it doesn’t feel like a romantic song. That’s because in reality, it isn’t. This song represents the void that I have felt in most of my relationships. We’re equally in love, but that can mean we’re both not in love at all.
I wrote this song on guitar, on my bed, when I was overwhelmed with anxiety and didn’t know how to deal with it. I was leaving my friends behind because we chose different high schools and I was still finding myself as a person and an artist. The result was a sad, dramatic and dynamic …
